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Edit: You know what, I'm gonna go for it. Less than a week no problem!

I've now lost count of the number of schools I've visited and applications I've sent out over the past month or so. Been to three interviews (would've been four but I couldn't attend one) but no luck so far. The feedback I get from the interviews is different every time so I'm finding it very difficult to improve. The whole process has left me quite drained and, to be perfectly honest, completely demotivated.

I'm beginning to doubt I'll have M6 in any form of completion within the next week or however long we have (I haven't worked on it at all this month) unless I suddenly manage to get a job and spawn something from a burst of joyous energy (possible, but unlikely). Thankfully Meta's story is currently in a place at which I can halt for now, but their future is uncertain. We'll see.

As always, thank you for your continued support in these trying times.

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:iconfelkatil:
~Felkatil Jun 21, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
You deserve all the luck in the world, you work so damn hard, keep at it, you'll look back on this period abnd think semi-fondly of it.

Maybe :P
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:iconbrackenhawk:
I'd rather not have to look back at all these rejections, haha. I like to think that what will be, will be, and I'll end up where I'm supposed to. And at the end of the day I have other options so no point getting worked up.

Thank you though, I appreciate it :)
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Mood: Love ~scaper12123 Jun 18, 2012  Student Writer
wow... i hope things get better for you Bracken. Keep trying! you'll get that job!
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:iconbrackenhawk:
I sure hope so!
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:iconpokemaniac-x:
Considering Rose's injury, this seems to be the perfect time to take a break from that. I'd hate to see Metamorphosis go away, but for now focus on your priorities.

*sigh* I'm horrible at saying stuff like that.....
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:iconbrackenhawk:
This whole month art has been preying on my mind, though. It's not that I want to take a break or give it up, more like part of me knows how important this step in my life is and is pushing me away from it. I'd also be very sad to lose them.

Thank you, I appreciate your comments :)
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:iconunknownoo8:
~UnknownOO8 Jun 18, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
D'aww :hug:

How can they not accept you!? That's outrageous! :x

I wish you good luck all the same and keep up doing your best in interviews. Try to ask as many questions as possible! I don't know if you did, but if not, this always kind of give the impression that you're interested. The thing is... you just have to find some questions to ask (and research is your best friend here)! And that, you can prepare some before the interview, otherwise, you'll have to listen well to what they say and if anything sounds ambiguous, you ask what they mean by it. That's just my own experience with those pesky things ^^;

You can do it!!! :iconcheerplz:
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:iconbrackenhawk:
Thank you, that's very kind. Tomorrow I'll just have to get back up and try again, not much else I can do. As well as a 'no' I also got another interview today so that's sort of comforting.

Teaching interviews are tricky affairs; there are chances to ask questions but they expect you to be interested enough to already know the answers. The teaching observation I can do no problem, it's answering their questions which is the tricky part. Every school wants to hear something different so you just have to tell them everything and hope you picked the right answers.

They always tell me I'll get something because of my strengths (they've all been impressed by my personal work and knowledge of programming, which will be part of our curriculum in a couple years), but sometimes I wonder how many more times I'll be told that :(
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:iconunknownoo8:
~UnknownOO8 Jun 19, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Teaching interviews sure seem tougher now that you describe it :(

I wish I could help you more than that... Crossing fingers for you! :pray:
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:iconbrackenhawk:
I appreciate it :)
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